Advice please

Christina

I am currently seven months pregnant and my ex boyfriend has been out of the picture for six of those months. I broke up with him because he has a jealous and anger problem. He also smokes pot and has been known to sell it if he needs money quick.

If I talked to a guy I was automatically cheating on him. I never cheated on him. The day after I broke up with him he started denying the baby leaving me even more heartbroken. Six months later I still can’t get over that. I blocked him but that only fueled his anger her started harassing my family, he even told my stepdad he wouldn’t have cared if I lost the baby. Over these months I have accepted that I would do this on my own but now as we approach the end of the pregnancy he suddenly wants to be in the baby’s life which scares me because of his anger. I have agreed to let him see the baby but I wanted full custody which he agreed to for literally ten minutes. The next day he tells me he is going to let the courts figure this all out. I am terrified of him and I am scared of what may happen if one day he has the baby and he loses his temper. I have talked to a lawyer and he pretty much said we would just have to wait and see if he actually goes for parental rights. I’ve just been freaking out. Any ideas on what to do???