this isn’t for attention so no rude comments please 🙁

So, i’m 15, almost 16, and have just been so upset. and i’m supposed to be happy. my birthday is a month away. but instead i cry all the time. all of my friends are in such amazing relationships, i’m the only one single. i’m happy for all of my friends, they mean so much to me, but here lately, every guy i seem to talk to just usually wants me for one thing. they don’t notice how nice i am to them, or how good my personality is. i’m shy, cute, and sweet to everyone. and if i’m not nice to you, i have a really good reason not to be. 1) did me wrong 2) started something that had ruined something in my life. like, one of my friends, him and his gf are so sweet to me. and i was talking to him about this, we have been best friends for almost 8 years now. and he is like a brother to me, so he doesn’t like seeing me upset. so ofc i told him to point out someone who isn’t a fboy, and i didn’t even finish saying it before he said one of his friends. and so i told him that there wasn’t any way that he would ever date me and he said “idkkk” and it took me a little, and what i was hoping he would say was “he told me likes you but is to shy to tell you” but no it was “he said you have a nice body” like i don’t get it. why is it that guys only go for me because of my body 🙁 it’s not fair, and i know i’m gonna get comments saying “you’re so young you don’t need a relationship” and i know i don’t need anyone, but i want someone. and i’m sure everyone or most of you will understand that..