My husband is deploying n everytime i see him i just wanna cry n beg him not leave everytime i go to bed i just want to cuddle as much as possible feeling like crying all the time 3ny depression is getting the best of me right now all i wanna do is snuggle up close with him n enjoy his company but my depression is making me tired n sad all the time i sleep constantly especially with high anxiety in the mix and my grandma getting diagnosed with ibc breast cancer and not responding to chemo i feel like im loosing everything this year n its barley just started... feeling at a loss with no one near to talk to other the my 3 yr old daughter its lonley...