I tried avoiding the MC group because after reading so many stories, I’m getting freaked out... I’m 23 and had a MC, I’m not sure why and apparently nobody can tell me or wants to do anything at the doctors, but to have me consider it just bad luck... But now I’m in that 20% so I’m wondering what’s wrong with me and why I couldn’t have my baby, when everybody else around me does... Now I have to hope I get pregnant again and honestly then when it if I get pregnant, I’m suppose to just wait and see what happens... I mean I’m not one to complain, but this is so stupid and unfair... Nothing ever works out for me, and I hate it... I just woke up feeling so sick and upset, that everybody else is pregnant and happy and don’t even care what I go through... It doesn’t make sense why this happened, and I’m scared it will happen again. 😭

Mean while everybody is celebrating my in laws baby gender reveal, two weeks after I lost mine and I can’t help but be upset and sad.. I didn’t do anything wrong, and now I have to go through this... if anything goods comes out of my life I’d honestly be surprised, because this is such a stupid joke..

I remember after I missed my period and got my symptoms thinking to myself I know I’m pregnant and I prayed to god to let it be true, that I promise I would be a good mom and I really want this, although we were trying... Then it gets taken from me