Bitter sweet

Cierra

Everyone around me is getting pregnant and having babies, my sister, best friend. Not my cousin and other sister are pregnant, as well as, numerous friends. I’m so so so happy for them but so so so heartbroken that I can’t have my own. My doctor called today to tell me my 5 centimeter cyst that was suppose to resolve on its own is growing still. I have yet to have my period since stopping birth control because of the excessive and non stop bleeding. Just feel so lost and feel like I’ll never have a family