I’m so fucking lonely

I talk to my dogs and baby all day the occasional my mom or mother in law call and a little with my boyfriend before he has to go to sleep for work. I lost all my friends a couple years ago and we found each other again and then some issue happened and now I’m “banned” pretty much from talking to them or seeing them from my boyfriend idk what to do I literally don’t even feel like a human being at this point I don’t have a car or nothing I sit here day in day out stay at home mom, I feel like I’m losing myself.