Miscarried and I need y’all’s support 😢

ari💕

I had a lab test done on Friday for my hcg and it turns out it was high at 69. Giving me about a couple of weeks of being pregnant. This was my first one ever. But I started having vaginal bleeding 🩸. I went to the ER and my hcg was back at 0, meaning that I miscarried. The doc told me this is common and I couldn’t do anything differently to have caused it. I’m very sad about this and I can’t help but to blame myself and taken steps to prevented this. I blame myself for working as a CNA and lifting patients and for taking some medicine for cold that could have affected this somehow. I don’t know how to cope with this. My partner is being supportive in all this, but I feel a lot of guilt. 😢 I think I’m also a bit in denial and would like to get a second opinion or second test done, while still keeping my hopes down. But I just want to confirm. Any thoughts, suggestions, advice? Thank you in advance 🙏❤️😢