I’m usually not the type to cry over a guy or wish that he was here when he isn’t. But that’s what I’ve been like lately, everything would be fine but as soon as someone says his name or brings him up in convo, my mood goes down immediately. I’ve never been in love before I felt like I was reaching that with him. But then things ended so abruptly that idek what to do or think abt guys now. Ik it’s stupid and I feel pathetic, like I’m the “mom” friend that usually knows better and gives great advice to my friends with shitty boyfriends/ex’s and now I fell used and lost. Any advice??