I have never opened myself completely for anyone especially any male, My husband knows everything about my life and my past that majority don’t, my heart is breaking into pieces because we are on edge due to conflict in parenting. I have done majority of this alone their whole lives. My husband is not their fathers and we have only been married going on 3 yrs. Their own fathers don’t come around. I have tried to reach out, I have tried to join support groups, I have bent over backwards to make sure he knows he is wanted, loved, respected and appreciated but I can’t get much in return. I’m lost, my heart is breaking everyday, I can’t even get the simplest task done due to getting emotionally overwhelmed. I feel no support In any direction of family or friends. I have been talking myself out of even leaving my house. His response is “I am not doing for the kids anymore, they will have to do on their own and if that means with you too the guess your parenting alone” And majority of this is over my teenage daughters having sex while still in high school. He blows up over the issue every time and my girls are not allowed to even go with those boys any where even if I’m with them or the other parents are. He almost shuts them off from the world. It’s hard to explain but all of it is killing my marriage it seems. I’m so hurt and confused and mentally exhausted. I’m getting more scared of myself then anything of the possibility of what I could do. I’m at the end