So I just got married about 8 months ago. In the engagement stage we both decided we’d wait a year or two so we can travel and see the world before a baby comes into the picture. Well lately I’ve been insanely baby hungry, working retail doesn’t help with all the moms that come in that are pregnant or have little babies and they are talking about how it’s their first and buying their first maternity clothes.

It comes in waves, some days it’s not so bad and other days it’s so bad I’m listening to “sleeping Baby” white noise.

My Husband though wants to wait till summer to discuss it but I’m at the point where I hope and pray our condom has an accidental hole in it or I’ll be one of the rare people that get pregnant on accident on day two of my period. Hell I’ve been tempted to poke holes in all of our condoms but I know that wouldn’t be fare on my husband and even though I want it to happen that badly, I also want to make sure we are all set and on the same page. But I don’t know how to calm my uterus down. I swear she does a somersault when I see a baby, a baby outfit, or a cute maternity shirt. I’ve tried telling myself we can’t afford one, after we get a new used car with more than 2 doors, once my husband is doing better with school. I know there’s no “right time” but I believe there is a better time or better situation