Help me get clear skin 😭😭

I'm getting married in october! I've always been self conscious about my skin, I've never had clear skin and I've been battling with it since middle school. I honestly feel like it's worse now at 21 that it was when I was 16 😅 I just want to feel beautiful on my wedding day and it's just time for me to conquer it in general. I swear I've tried everything. But I'm open to hearing what's worked for you. My doctor prescribed me antibiotics that didnt work and doesn't want to refer to to a dermatologist yet so I'm waiting until I can switch my PCP in may to get a referral, hopefully not too late 😩.

This is probably the best it's been in a while too! I know a lot of it looks like scarring but if you run your fingers across or see in person it's mostly all raised bumps under my skin. The never get heads on them