Ok so I slept with two guys around the same time. Now I’m pregnant. Luckily the guy who pulled out and who is most likely the father is a dear friend and has promised he’d step up and be very involved. The other guy hasn’t even responded to me letting him know I’m pregnant. Probably because he figures it can’t be his since he wore a condom. I don’t take it personally but I’m just getting scared. I knew I couldn’t have an abortion because I’ve had one before and i nearly died from the subsequent grief. Had to be hospitalized and put in treatment the whole nine yards. Now I’m just really nervous about doing this on my own. Praying the father is my friend. I wonder if I made the right decision following through with this pregnancy. I guess I just need encouragement. I’m living below the poverty level and it’s just terrifying me at the moment. Been looking for jobs everywhere but not having any luck. I feel irresponsible but I’m 7 weeks now and I’ve heard the little heartbeat and I just can’t turn back now. Has anybody been there before not knowing for sure who the father is?