Social media pisses me off. I never even post things anymore, but I always see so much negativity. I'm so depressed but my bf gets annoyed if I sleep thru the day and makes jokes that low-key make me feel bad about feeling bad. Nothing interests me so the little things available to do (like my coloring books or makeup) just seem so pointless and tiring to focus on.

I sit in bed 24/7 staring at a TV or my phone with my thoughts going wild with PTSD.

My soul is so broken and even though some days aren't as bad as others, I just don't want to be alive.

I miss my cat.