Hey guys , so like I’ve been in so many relationships cause every single one since my ex that I dated for 1 year and 5 months broke up , every guy since has only lasted usually 2 weeks before they break up with me when I give them my everything. And now I just got out of my longest relationship since my long term ex which this one was a month . And I’m so hurt. Me and him had the best memories and he made me so happy . He gave me so much to remember when we were on good terms . Unfortunately 2 weeks into our relationship just turned into complete fighting every day and became super toxic and he thinks I cheated when I didn’t . And says I lie all the time . And I’m like the most honest loyal person ever . And I’ve been crying every night cause of this butthead . I love him so much still and I just want him back . But I know it won’t happen cause he claims that I broke his heart . And shit , also telling everyone in our friend group that I broke up with him and cheated . This hurts so much . Way way more than any of my previous heartbreaks ever . Idk what to do. It feels like I’m suffocating when I think of him . Everyone says it gets better but it’s already been 2 weeks and im hurting so bad still. Me and him were best of friends before we dated so now I lost my love and best friend in 1 . I wish I never dated him cause our relationship wouldn’t of been so fucked up .