Anyone else feel useless?

lisa • Mom of 1 girl👧, 3 boys👦🧒🧒, twin 👧🧒( born 2/4/20) and one in heaven 👼 #nosanityleft

Im 34 weeks with twins and have SPD and i feel so useless. Usually i can do everything till due date, but now i can barely walk. I have a 11,8,5 and 2 yr old that i take care of too, but i feel so useless around the house. We behind on laundry because i cant carry it or reach into washer anymore (stomach in way) bending down to pick up stuff is horrible. We are working on getting everything cleaned up before the twins come, like pack up and put away christmad decorstions which involve going in basment which i cant do the steps, the kids got into a closet where we keeping all dispers got from our diaper party and knocked down a shelf so that needs total clean out, organizing our room since the twins will be in with us for a while plus just keeping up the house with 4 kids i get so exhuasted so fast and by end of night im crying because i cant even lift my legs to get them in bed. I hate that i feel so useless and that i feel like im not helping my husband enough. Right now he is outside shoveling and snow blowing and i cant help with that and i can tell he tired :(