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Sofia

Ok so I’m 13 and I have anxiety and depression and ADHD. I’ve had it for abt 2 years not and have been in and out or rehabs hospitals and day centers. Ive tried to kill myself 3 times. I’ve been having a hard time with cutting. I’ve cut for a lot time and today I cut pretty deep and pretty bad on my legs. I usually tell my parents when I cut but I dint know how to do it this time because Ik they are going to freak out and idk what to do. I feel like I’m not worth it any more. I feel like such a bad person and I don’t know what to do with myself. I feel like I’m too young to want or need certain things. Like personally I am rlly horny but I’m only 13 and I feel like I’m in the wrong. I have send nudes and all of that stuff so I can get some sort of attention from guys. I just feel so alone all the time and I feel like I do things impulsively and just ruin myself even more so I just don’t want to live anymore. I’m so afraid of my future and I don’t want to have one. I can already tell I’m gonna get teen pregnant and go to jail!😭😭 can i get some motivation plz! I feel like I’m gonna kill myself soon but I don’t want to. I need help!