Sorry for the long story but heres my story..

I was 14 when i found out i was pregnant (condom broke) it was my first time but my babys dad left so moving foward and i kept her. But at the end of my pregnancy i met this guy i was 15 he was 16 we started dating and all seemed well till two weeks after my emergency c section with my daughter he wanted to do it and i didnt because i was in agony could barely walk even still. Then he covered my mouth pulled my pants off and started raping me...i cried...alot it hurt so bad but there was nothing i could do i was frozen...after he finished he layed down and apoligised...with tears in my eyes and blood pouring out of me i struggled my way into the bathroom and showered there was blood and i couldnt handle the pain. I was to scared to tell my mum so i said to her that my c section was hurting so she watched my daughter while i went to hospital i didnt tell them either...long story short they asked if id been raped i said no..a few weeks later after he raped me two more times i was rushed to hospital because my apendix was badly infected not only that it turned out he gave me ghonareah...so they had to remove my appendix and clean me out and put me on anti biotics... Even after all that he still raped me... Wether i was asleep awake or in pain it continued. After a while it got worse he became abusive id had enough i blocked him and left him. Havent spoken ever since i finally had the courage and told my mum...he messed me up bad...but now here i am with my amazing bf and my beautiful daughter they both make me happy