Yes, I think about you often. I think about us, the could be, the should be, the maybe. I fantasize what life could be like for us and how happy we could possibly be.. but reality sets in. We'd never be compatible for the long run. Youre still young and have so much ahead of you. I cant give you children. We'd face adversity constantly. I feel like you deserve so much more than I can't give you. You are amazing and we are amazing together. Strong, powerful and driven and I absolutely love that. I dont want to set us up for heartbreak. I wish you understood that it is out of love and admiration that I dont pursue you. You're in your mid 20s and I'm in my late 30s. I cant give you what you want and I care enough about myself to not want to break my own heart. I have mad love for you.. from afar. Im sorry but that is the most you will get from me. One time is too many and a 1000 will never be enough.