Can’t do it anymore!!

Asmaa

Hello ladies

I have an almost 1 year old daughter, she’s the best thing that happened to me. But sometimes i wanna disappear for ever. My husband works from 7 am till 6 or 7 pm and when he gets back from work he is so tired to do anything and i just can’t do it any more.

I am far away from my family, have no help at all. My daughter is always on top of me touching me, breastfeeding like she’s always wants to be next to me. I love that but i need space. I don’t like to be touched every second. I am really mad at my self because i get angry at her a lot and i am always frustrated. But i just can’t adapt to this life.

I have a lot to say but i wanna keep it short. But i think you get me girls. I really need help.