after three losses last year my husband and i decided to actively try for at least 6 months. If nothing happens in our favor we will relax and if it happens, it happens ya know. I’m just anxiously waiting for my rainbow after the horrible storms we endured. I still have my moments where i will stare at my old blazing positive tests and cry while he’s not home. I love my husband and can’t wait to make him a father cause we aren’t getting any younger, he will be 38 this year and I’ll be 36. So if you guys will just add us to your prayers that would be amazing.