I've neen trying for about a year now to have a child. Everytime I think I may be pregnant and get super excited, the test is always negative. It's so hard for me. I just found out that my husband's 18 year old brother got his girlfriend pregnant and they are excited. I'm trying so hard to be happy for them but I'm honestly so sad and jealous. This is so freaking hard on me. Everytime I go to their house and hear them talk about gender reveals and baby showers, all I want to do is cry. I'm 24 and they are both 18. They didn't even want a baby. Uggg I'm trying so hard to be positive but I feel like I'm getting slapped in the face by life right now. :(