01-23-2020

HJ

Shes here and we are home 💗 labored for 4 days and pushed for 3 and a half hrs. Couldnt push anymore and doctor said she wasnt coming down the birth canal straight. Ended up gettin a c section which was my worse fear, but it ended up bein the best decision for us. I had no energy to push and she ended up bein 9 lbs! Everyone says u forget the pain, but i havent.....birthing a baby was honestly one of the worst experiences of my life, i cried and cried cuz i just wanted to go home and be out of pain. I didnt wanna push anymore and i felt like the weakest person on the planet in that moment. When they gave me the option for a c section i took it with no hesitation. I love this little girl so much tho. But i couldnt imagine going through that again. But im thankful we r both home now and healthy.