Today my friend who has 6 kids comes to me and tells me she’s pregnant again. Im happy for her but at the same time im sad. As soon as she left i went into the bathroom and cried. Sad at how easy it is for some and how hard it has been and its going to be for me. I have my first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> consultation on Thursday and everyday i ask god for strength to not cancel this appointment because i don’t know if i can do it, but also thinking if i don’t i cant say i tried hard enough. Life sucks sometimes.