Okay so I lost my virginity in March of 2019 and it's January of 2020 and I haven't had sex since then. I tried this weekend with my boyfriend and we were ready. But he would hit it twice and then his penis would come out. It kind of felt like I was losing my virginity again. We just stopped because I was embarrassed but he didn't care and told me not to feel that way and that I was okay. I just don't know what was happening and if basically I have to work up to it as if it's my first time. I don't know how to prevent that. I was just very embarrassed.