so i’m 16 and i’ve hooked up with a lot of guys in the past like i lost my virginity when i was 12. judge all you want but i don’t see sex as an emotional thing and i’ve always been attracted to older guys. surprise i’m pretty sure i have daddy issues. so i moved cities once i got to high school and i’ve had a boyfriend each year. (i’m a junior now) but freshman year i dated a guy and things started to get sexual and then everything fell to pieces his friends started to not like me so long story short we stopped talking fast forward to sophomore year i got a new boyfriend i was his first and around about a month i didn’t want to date him anymore and junior year comes along and i get a new boyfriend i dated him for three months and yeah we did stuff but he started to be bad for my self esteem because i never felt good about myself around him. (btw before him the longest relationship i had been in was a month). i just don’t know what i’m doing wrong. yes i know i’m only 16 and i have my whole life in front of me but still the only guys i get emotionally attached to are older than me and once i catch feelings for a guy my age they all disappear once we fuck.