Disappointed yet relieved

So too start I went on vacation with work and during the vacation was Christmas, my birthday, his birthday. Aunt Flow was due on my birthday but failed to come. So I waited till his birthday to test (almost a week after) still no sign of Aunt Flow and a negative test to boot. As the days went on and still no sign of Aunt Flow and more normative tests I figured I'd wait until my next cycle was due before going to the Dr etc.... And trying not to stress it since it was a change in my routine etc which I know can cause then to be late as well... We've discussed in the past about possibly having kids but have been in both control till a couple months ago (insurance changed, wasn't handling side effects etc...) Which was part of reason I decided to wait since I know it can throw of your cycle when not taking it anymore... This past week we were notified that we would have to move due to them selling the property. We planned to stay another year while getting finances together and money saved up for moving. At first they tried giving us a 3 week notice but after catching then on their own leasing terms got it extended. Aunt Flow showed 2 days ago even with all this extra stress involved. Disappointed because was in a way hoping I'd get to see that BFP since we have talked about having kids etc... But relieved at the same time due to having to move and needing to pull any extra money together for moving expenses