For being a woman whose never had a C Section after being pregnant & delivering two babies (7 & 3) .. I am absolutely terrified of being told I’ll need a C section with these two .

Now, I’ve told myself , If it is what you need to have done to save you or your babies ... well Lindsey that’s what we are doing ... so put your big girl panties on!

That is so much easier said than done . I’ve never had surgery on anything , ever . (Yeah I guess I’m a lucky one) I just don’t know how to keep my anxiety at bay with this . I’m so use to the idea of pushing a baby out & bam , they’re on my chest . I’m holding them . I’m very much worried that mentally / emotionally... I won’t be able to handle not having that moment with them being they’re my last babies . I have so many fears & worries that I’ve tried to talk myself out of ... it isn’t funny . With my boys , I was so confident , going into the hospital to have them , that they would be fine ... we all will be okay . I just don’t have that confidence now & im trying to find it in my soul .

Any positive advice at this point would be amazing 😥