7 days till my predicted period and I am already constantly checking to see if I have sore tits ( they aren’t but I keep hoping) , obsessing about how I have more acne then usual, and just all together wanting to take pregnancy tests even though I also feel complete fear because if my period comes or I take a test with negative results then I know the tears and pain that follow are sticking around for another month ... this is a cruel cycle. 10 months and counting.