On February 6th it will be already 2 months I left him..we have a 13 month old boy who is the best thing in the world but breaks my heart we will never be a loving family of 3 and he will never grow up with both parents in the same house..I just started missing my ex fiancé last week.. I’m torn especially when I drop my son off to him. I’ll go inside and hang out for a bit and we actually just hooked up a few times these last couple weeks (I know wtf am I doing) I’m at my moms my son has a crib here but Now we have court for custody n child support on 2/10 please anyone out there experiencing a break up with a 1 year old ?!?!? I feel ashamed of myself because I was only with my ex for not even 3 years...got pregnant within a year I just felt everything was so fast but I had to leave he has SEVERE PTSD and tramatic brain injury from being hit overseas it’s not his fault but I honestly can’t say I have been happy since my sons been born I experienced him suicidal with a pistol to his head when my son was just 2 months old then we had DCF involed I’m just going threw so much rn :/