Twins

Just found out I'm carrying twins... I was going in to have an abortion when they told me this... Now my heads messed up,aborting two babies??! But I already have two children 5 & 8... I really don't relish the thought of two screaming babies,sore boobs,5 loads of washing and everything else... Not to mention I have a small three bedroom house.... Has anyone else been in the same situation?