Feeling defeated

I’m feeling so bad about myself today. It looks like everything is going wrong, but I know it could be worse..

I’ve been eating clean for 2 months and no weight loss whatsoever. My baby is very clingy and cries a lot at home, but apparently in nursery she’s absolutely brilliant so she just acts up with me. People in traffic and in stores are just pointlessly rude. I got a new job which I love but it pays less than my last one. We’re struggling day after day with bills and the uk government is not helping at all. Now we got more expenses with the nursery and we needed to move house and the new house is 25£ more expensive. My bf and I are distant but I don’t mind, which I think is a bad thing.

It seems my life is going just fine on the outside. But inside I feel like I’m gonna explode!

I don’t know what the point of this point is, I guess I just needed to vent somewhere 😞😞