At this point I literally dread night time and each night of no sleep is making me increasingly delirious and zombie like. I’ve tried all the things! Swaddling, white noise, shushing sounds, music, pacifier, warming up the sheet, etc. And he still wakes up the second I put him in his bassinet. If I try to put him in awake but drowsy he starts to get more and more upset and cries until he is fully awake.

It feels like everyone else’s babies are on some sort of routine and sleeping well. Last “night” I couldn’t get him to stay asleep in his bassinet until 6am!!! I don’t know what I’m gonna do when it’s time to go back to work.