I hate feeling this way but I can’t help the fact that I do feel this way so instead of shutting down about it I need to open up. I have a 2 year old son and I’m pregnant with baby #2 which is our rainbow since we did suffer 2 miscarriages prior to this pregnancy. I wanted this more than anything, and I feel extremely thankful and blessed but these past few days I’ve been feeling down and not as excited about having another child. I think about how much I’m going to miss my son being the only child, he gets my full attention and he’s a mommas boy. I know it might sound horrible but that’s just how I feel. I hope this feeling goes away I want to feel as joyful and excited as I was towards the beginning. I suffered from postpartum depression with my son, I truly hope i don’t get it this time around. I’ve heard of women getting depression even before the baby is born? Anyone else can relate?