Little back story, I'm 37 and I have two boys. My husband and I have been trying to conceive for over a year with nothing. I lost my right tube about 6yrs ago due to a ruptured ectopic pregnancy. I am 6 days late and no signs of AF coming. I took a test Monday and it has a faint faint faint line. Took two other from a different brand and says negative. Took two more, one last night and one this morning, both have faint lines but darker than the one Monday but still faint. So I just took another test, digital this time and it says no. I feel like I should give up.

Pic with the red background is from Monday and the other is from last night. Am I crazy and just getting my hopes up? I hate this. I am not a patient person so waiting days drives me nuts. With my youngest son I tested for over a week straight until I got a sure positive. Please help.