After close to two year of heartbreak and 2 chemical pregnancies I feel like maybe I no longer want this- I feel like I want to learn to scuba with my husband, to travel the world and go on adventures. For 2 years I’ve focused on ovulation and just trying to have a baby. I wanted it so bad I’ve spent so many days crying and feeling hopeless. Now I feel like I want to LIVE my life while I’m young (28 and husband 33). I’m confused on how I feel and I almost feel crazy to maybe change my mind on something that has consumed me so long. Has this happened to anyone else