My baby will be 4 months in a week. She was planned and I’m just so obsessed with her!

During my pregnancy I hated my husband. Not hated really but some know what I mean. After I gave birth, nothing really changed. I get so irritated and so angry very quickly with him.

I am a stay at home mom and work from home on my own business too (part time). Lately, me and my husband have not been so great. We haven’t been financially great. We haven’t been intimate or have date nights. I haven’t been cooking or cleaning. Our emotional, mental, and physical connection is almost non existent.

Am I experiencing postpartum depression?

My husband works full time. I get a lot of pressure from him to cook and clean and do laundry and take care of baby and work or get a full time job.

I do feel overwhelmed. Idk where and how to spread my time and energy. Do I continue working on my business to make more money? Do I cook dinner? Do I sweep the floor? Do I play with baby? Do I look online for a full time job? Do I go for a walk with baby? Do I go grocery shopping?

I feel so much pressure and from my husband to do all these things all while tending to his needs and the more he pressures me, the more I don’t do anything. And I feel bad for not doing daily house chores but idk how to get out of this rut I’m in.

Help!