Dont know if this is where I should post but here i go.

I'm a sahm and never really had to leave my baby with a sitter. The longest I've been without him was 2 hours and it was very difficult for me and he was with my mom, I knew he would be completely ok but I wasn't ok with that situation.

Now hes 13m and our wedding anniversary is coming up in Feb and I REALLY want to have a little date with my husband since we haven't since babys been here. I just cant seem to really want to leave him. My parents are strangers to him since they were in a different state most of his life so hes not completely comfortable with them and he still nurses and is extra clingy toward me... ugh I could find every excuse in the book to not leave my little baby but I know my husband and I really need to focuse on us for 2min.

Now I'm just ranting 😅 HELP