Long story short..

I’ve struggled w/ showing my tornails off

For over 10 years , couldn’t wear cute sandals like everyone else bc of how embarrassed and grossed out i am w/ my feet..

I’ve had toe nail fungus since i was in 5th grade :( i always wondered why my mom didn’t wanna help me out when i was younger .. for punishment i had to walk barefoot and i feel like that was the reason why this occurred....

i always wanted to go to the doctors for this but couldn’t.. now I’m at that age where i have kids and my husband always asks why i dont like to show my feet.. even family members gave me gifts that are sandals & i cant even wear them...

And in 10 months im going to be in a wedding and scared that we(i) have to wear sandals...

I want to tell my husband that i want to go the doctors to reat this asap but I’m scared he’s gona be grossed out by me

I dont even know how to treat this at home tbh

Any advice would most definitely help..