Everyone i know is pregnant and I’m truly happy for them all but I’m hurting. I hate feeling this way. Especially feeling like I’m not worthy to be a mom 😅 I just don’t know what to do, we are just letting it be instead of stressing out about it. I hate how i have no one to talk to, I’ve tried going to a therapist but all i do is cry my eyes out 😢 some days it’s harder than others especially when i dont have anything to keep me busy. I don’t know why i beat myself up over it, i just dont know what to do😭 im ready to have a child of my own and can’t wait to adopt in the near future.

I feel like it just gets to me more because all the people that ive seen get pregnant is either to try and trap their partner or doing it as a payback. Just so they could say “well he’s my bd too”. They are just using the baby, when they spend their days doing drug etc. knowing they are with child. While two people really in love are struggling 😢