I feel horrible saying this but I sometimes find my LO so annoying. It’s usually just when it’s time for bed. I got her into the habit where I bounce her to sleep for the night, so sometimes I’ll give her the last bottle for the night and she’ll fall asleep on her own. ( that rarely happens.) she’ll drink her milk and get up and start whining. I am currently have the flu and feel like shit. I’m a single mom so I don’t have anyone to help me out at the moment. I’ve also had ppd so Im not sure if Maybe that’s coming back or I’m just a tired sick mama.

Just to be clear I have never felt any hate towards my baby even when I had ppd.