So, my ex best friend and I have known each-other for 7 years. She’s known I wanted my own family for years! But, she hasn’t. She doesn’t want to be with her boyfriend and she’s cheated on him three times. Claims to me she wants to be with a black man.

I had two miscarriages. She knows how bad it hurt me. But, she and I haven’t talked in weeks. Our relationship fell off in October due to her being jealous of my relationship with my boyfriend. Literally.

Well- she just texted me.. and she’s five weeks pregnant. And she keeps saying, “I don’t believe it- I can’t believe it.”

She’s faking excitement & I am hurt because my insides are so fucked up & it is hard for me to even have a baby. Hell- even get pregnant. My hormones are so out of wack right now, I believe it’s due to having a faint positive the other day.. and this is just terrible.

I want my family too. Wish God would grant me that...