I don’t even want a baby shower anymore

My baby shower is in March and I am just ready for it to be over already.

My younger sister and I are planning my baby shower. I know that it’s not common to plan your own but I don’t really trust my mom to do it and if I ask anyone else she would throw a fit.

But I’m just nervous and overwhelmed and ready for it to be done and over with. I almost don’t even want to have one anymore.