Not so excited 😔

Z

So I bought me some pregnancy test to see if I'm pregnant or not. Usually I'm excited, nervous, and cant wait. I would have rushed to pee on that stick as soon as I got home. Well honestly I dont feel like rushing to do so. Is it the possible feeling of not wanting to see a negative result or is it a scared feeling of seeing a positive result after my last miscarriage. I dont feel as hopeful anymore. Well I think I'll wait one more day.