I feel so crazy. Like why do my thoughts run so rampant ? I have a bf and things are great between us I guess but I noticed he doesnt really snap me on Snapchat but he does post on there. He doesn’t watch my stories either so, I feel weird watching his :/ He would also read my texts that clearly say my day isn’t going so well and not respond leaving me to feel like he doesn’t care. I’ve been battling chronic depression with thoughts of suicide for the passed month and last night I had an episode. I guess I expected him to ask what was wrong when I told him my day wasn’t so good. Maybe I’m not emotionally ready for a relationship in this state of mind.. but I love him so much. But idk 😐