Maybe stupid but desperate

For ftm after how long becomes easy with newborn.Baby is 9 days old but feels like I’m doing awful job with him.If he is crying and he eat he is clean and I don’t know what is wrong.And he would not want to sleep entire night.

My bil wife came so I can get little sleep and she was feeding him he was sleeping and waking every 2 hours.I mean she have 2 kids grown up kids but still I feel like bad mom when don’t know how to make him feel better. 😔😔