Somehow the topic came up with my husband and I was talking about how I could never cheat because in my mind I would never do anything that could jeopardize my marriage for GOOD.

He said how it would help a lot of marriages if couples just asked God for it to be restored and I said yes, but that’s just a life of pain and God knows that’s the one thing that you’re allowed to divorce over.. sexual adultery.

I can’t stop thinking about how now he is more inclined to cheat because he knows he can just ask God for restoring it.. I know that’s not what he said but my mind is so messed up.

He told me he would still be with me because I’m human too and he knows all he sees in his future is us.

I always have these bad thoughts when he didn’t even say anything like that, but do you get me?

Please no comments about God.. that’s not the point. The point is me being on edge and anxious about him and what he thinks is okay and does.

Update : I told him how I felt and this is his response now I feel worse