Hi so bit of a long one, never wrote into a forum before but here goes..

So I’m 25 have a baby with my fiancé and all is well but I’m just going to start the story from the beginning; 

So I was 15 never been to a proper party before or got drunk. Anyway there was this event at the local sports club and everyone was pretty much going, persuades my mum to let me go and off I went....as I said never been drunk before as being a stupid teen I needed up downing half a bottle of vodka in the space of about 10 minutes with my friend, I was hammered. 

My friend passed out early on and her sister took her home...me on the other hand well a lot of it is still blank but I remember being let in and realising I lost my other friend I went outside and my other friend was shouting out at me saying I left her I think I shouted back a bit and there was a lot of people around and one guy who was in my year at school told me to come with him to get out of the situation. I did walk with him we were walking across the field away from the event..I then remember being sat on a bench and he asked me if I had condom because “we wouldn’t want you getting pregnant” I said no (hardly could keep my head up) he asked me if I was with my boyfriend I said no next thing I remember is coming around because it felt like I was chocking and his penis was in my mouth....I shouted and told him to leave me alone and he quickly went. Then I couldn’t move because I was just to drunk to move so was just left there not sure how long for but must have been a while because then a guy came up to me and asked if I was the girl people were looking for I said yes then another lad from my year (loud show off popular kid) shouted they found me, sat me up I was sick and the lad asked me if I had been raped by the male that I had been with?!?!? I straight away said no but was sick again and the other guy said well look at her at the point I relapsed my shoes were off and tights were ripped anyways they took me back to the event Infront of everyone and it wa amass into a big thing so I kept saying it wasn’t him and I was on my own...

Anyways then came going back to school people asked and I laughed it off and said I had no idea where it even came from (ridiculous I know) I think I actually persuaded my self that nothing actually happened I even said hello to him and just carried on as normal and he did with me as well...

Anyways we’re now talking 10 years later we’re both still in the same town and I’ve never told anyone. However, my fiancé doesn’t know and this guy has asked my fiancé for a job! Which has left me really confused maybe nothing did happen why the hell would he ask my fiancé for my job(he knows we’re together) if he did all those things to me I don’t know I’m just confused not even sure why I’m writing this