Everyday I wake up feeling like I’m a loser and nothing is good enough for me I feel like I’m losing my beast friend I really can’t stand the empty dealing I have no matter how much I try to clear my mind or anything I just can’t I hate this feeling it’s like I wanna cry but no tears actually fall I don’t know what to do I been haveing triggers to cut but I won’t and can’t I just feel like I’m dyeing with out actually dyeing I just don’t know what to do anymore I have no appetite no motivation I don’t really wanna talk eny more I just wanna lay in bed and sleep or watch tv or blast music in my headphones what the actual fuck do I do I really need help