Dear James

I just wanna ask, why did you lead me on the way you did? Why was I only sex but everyone else was something more? What did they all have that I didn’t?

Why didn’t you just tell me that you didn’t actually like me? I wouldn’t have been the way I was if you’d just told me you weren’t into me. But you led me on and said things that seemed like you did like me, but just needed time, which I gave you. Stupid me. I ignored the red flags and made excuses for them when I knew deep down that you were with so many other girls. You still have my heart, I would go back to you in a heartbeat, which is the hardest thing for me because you ruined me. You broke my heart. Over and over again.

I hope your relationship fails, I hope she leads you on like you did to me and I hope karma is a real asshole to you. Fuck you. I miss you, but fuck you.