I still can't believe it!

Ma

I had an early miscarriage back in October and we had been trying desperately since. I had no sense in what my body was doing anymore because my regularity was completely changed, or just non existent anymore. 🤷‍♀️ In January, I decided to try okp with no luck. My husband also had a week long business trip during what I thought would be my window. After my period in December, I decided I was over it and started to plan goals and things to do in 2020. We decided too, to get my hormones check just in case. So, last Thursday I decided to pee on my last pregnancy test. Low and behold, because it was clear blue, I thought nothing of the faint line. That same day I got my blood drawn and opted for the hcg test because what the hell(my period was late by 1 day but wasn't uncommon since the miscarriage). I got a call yesterday about the results and wouldn't you know it, hcg was detected in my blood. But my progesterone is low even if I weren't pregnant. My husband and I agreed we wouldn't get too excited until after my Monday blood work. Since I couldn't sleep anymore after I woke up at 4am. I decided to test again on a frer rhis time and see what I get(I was instructed to do so Monday but there are 3 in the box and I couldn't help myself 😅). It is honestly true, you can't 'try' for a baby. You have to be relaxed and calm about it. It can't be a job! My husband and I both have a strong feeling this one is it 😊 I didn't make it this far last time. God is really amazing ❤ Baby dust and prayers to everyone ttc 🙏